You put the dream in my reality

Today was the first time in a very very long time that I woke up and didn’t feel like complete shit.
I’ve realized as I’ve been here in Norway for the past year that I don’t have any desire to move back to the States. I had a really hard time telling Mark this though, so it just added up. I broke down and told him I just couldn’t go through with it, because I know with how I am now with everything, I just wouldn’t be happy there. I’ve always put others before me, so I think it’s time to think about myself too. So I ended up telling him he’d have to move here, or we’d probably have to end things, seeing how hard it’s been on the both of us having a long distance relationship for the past year, when we’d already lived together. I was scared to death he’d refuse to move, and therefor ending things, but we had a long talk on the phone yesterday, and he said he’s willing to move here and try. We made a compromise, I go back to the States for a month or so, to pack things up, and sell off things we don’t need, and then we get on the plane together, to move here.
I’m really glad how things turned out.